"In a Sentimental Mood," Duke Ellington and John Coltrane
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Here's the thing: Ultimately, we all have to choose.
No, America is not perfect. Certainly, our government and the men who run it are not perfect. There are instances in which a direct line can be drawn from failed American governmental policies to attacks on Americans worldwide.
After the 9/11 attacks, there was so much anger. Clearly we were at war, but with whom? We wanted to lash out, to bomb the ass out of someone, but who? Five years later, we at least have an answer. Al-Qaeda's mission is to formulate a worldwide army of radical Muslims who consider it a religious duty -- a privilege -- to kill Americans. Our enemies are all around us.
Being an American is akin to being part of a family: There are parts of it you wish you could hide away so no one will ever see them. It can by turns embarrass you, disgust you, and fill you with joy. Most of the time you're not even aware of its unseen presence in your day-to-day life -- it's just part of you, carried silently in your mind and heart.
But ultimately, in your mind and heart, you have to choose it. You have to make the choice to be an American, the way you have to choose to unconditionally love your family members. We are bonded by birth or by citizenship, but there is a conscious choice to be made, to never turn our backs on a loved one. Otherwise, your family members are just folks who kind of look like you. Otherwise, your fellow Americans are just people who live in the same country as you.